Finding Foreverrrr.

I keep saying that all I want is just someone to love me + accept me for who I am. But that's entirely untrue.

I'm writing this to apologize for my ways.

I have been doing the very thing I hate the most. I never can seem to understand how you can give your all to someone + show them how much you care, but then at the end of the day. They still don't want you. All at the same, time I do it to you continuously. And you're not the first, I seem to only do it to the sincere ones. And I've had to work up the nerve to say this, because I didn't want to address it. But you know me + you know writing is my speciality. I'm sorry for not feeling the same way you do + for seeing you hurt at the fact the I'm hurt. The one thing that kind of stuck with me from my psychology class was when one of the lessons said, "most of the time we like the things that like us back." And the only reason that stuck with me was, because I totally disagree. We only seem to like or love for that matter, the things that tear + break us.

And even then, we seem to find our way right back to it again. And again.