Finding Foreverrrr.

I hate thee taste of my tongue when it gets swollen inside my mouth.
+ I cnt say nethng.
+ I feel this rush of overwhelmingness.
Usually, this happens whn Im about to hear smthng.
Tht I knw is gnna hurt me.
Inside.
+ my heart feels like it's about to burst out of my chest.
Then whn I finally do come bck.
I'm left breathing extremely hard.
Mentally + emotionally exhausted.
I dnt like this feeling.
I wish I could send it bck to wherever it came frm.
Where tht may be.
Idk, but I thnk I have a clue.

However.

Tht's anthr story for anthr day.