PB+JSandwichThoughts.

PB+JSandwichThoughts.

ohkay , so I'm pretty sure nw .

I've come to thee conclusion , tht I just dnt want a lomography camera .
I need one .
Spontaneity is smthng tht is soooo welcomed in my life right nw .
+ a diana or holga is just the right amnt of it .
+ I can get it whn I need it .
Sucha plus .
Unlike dealing widd a persn .
I dnt wnt thee ups + dwns .

So .
I love + hate thee fct tht me + memories have a lovehaterelationship .
Mmkay .
Lemme explain .
I hate 'em, because their unforgetable . They never go away . They haunt me .
I love 'em, because I would never knw wht nethng else feels like without thm . I wouldn't knw thee difference between feelings without thm .
Memories are thee only thng tht separates . Well keeps me connctd to a lot of thee thngs tht I wnna let go of .
I knw Im complaining like it's a huge prblm .
But in reality , I dnt wnna forgt . For fear I may never knw nethng like it anymore .
Nt remembering tht I once had tht feeling, shared a moment, lived a dream .
Memories are like tht lover you could do without , but you knw tht there will always be sm prt tht remains .
Never chnging + embedded in your life .
You cnt erase thee past or go bck and chnge it .
Memories are just a reminder of this .
So .
It's safe to say , I love memories .
Smtimes in a painful way , but I've learned a lot frm thm .
So to my life , I owe thm . I am forever obliged .