SomethingNew .

SomethingNew .

I don't have thee slightest idea of how I come arcoss to you .

+ there is so much I want to share with you , but I find myself stuck when it comes to putting it in the right words .

As I've told you before , writing is my strong point .

I feel like that's one of the best ways I can let you know how I feel .

So here it is , just as I said it would be .

I want you to know that , I no longer want to be a part of my past relationships anymore .

I just simply don't want it .

I know that because , I'm no longer sore about anything .

The pain is gone .

+ I just want to start over .

+ to be honest , I would really love to do that with you .

I'm not looking , for anything too complex or too simple .

Because it's a busy time in both of our lives + I know you've got a lot going on for you .

+ I know how important those things are to you .

I must say that is one of thee things I really like about you .

Your determined + you want nothing in your way .

That being said , I want you to know how much I support you .

+ how much I wanna be there for you .

I swear you have no idea , how I really feel about you .

I don't know if this is too much , too soon .

So when I feel like it's thee right time .

I'll ask you to read it or I'll tell you .

+ I know you've been in a relationship in which you really cared about thee person .

As have I .

+ I want you to know that I'm not trying to be her , because I know I can't + will never be .

I don't want to put words in your mouth or be quick to assume .

So correct me if I'm wrong .

But from what you've said , I know you ask yourself what could've happened .

+ honestly , I have no problem with that .

Because , I know thee feeling .

However , I must admit it makes me a little scared .

Just because , I don't want to lose you .

But , if you felt like that is what would make you happy , I can't + won't stand in thee way of that .

+ I know you have to build trust .

But if somethings on your mind , I want you to be able to come to me if you need me .

I don't want you to be afraid of me .

I remember telling you , " I want to build something with you , even if you don't feel thee same way . I want to build something with you . "

I still feel that way .

But like I said , I have no idea where I lie with you .

Or how I come across to you .

Basically , I want you to tell me exactly how you feel about me .

So I don't have to wonder .