Juxxoneofthosedaysyaknw. . . .

Juxxoneofthosedaysyaknw. . . .

I never got to say wht I wntd to say . . . .

Basically, becausee you wouldn't let me .

Believe it or nt .

I am very srry + I never wntd to hurt you .

Nthngg wrkd out thee way I wntd it too .

+ because of tht I feel guilty whnever I'm happy .

I had originally told myself tht I wasn't gnna do tht .

I had said , " Tht's grimey + I knw tht would hurt if smone did tht to me ."

I even tried to hold bqk my feelinggs .

Smthngg I usually do neway , because I'm always consideringg other ppls feelingg before mine .

But as time wnt on .

It got worse .

I'm nt thee typee to do thnggs over thee phone or through txtingg .

So I figured , I'd tlk to everyone face to face .

You go to anthr school , so did anthr persn .

Alongg widd me tryna figure out whn it was thee right time for thee othr persn .

Or tryna make sure I didn't stress myself out widd it .

You see .

So regardless , of whethr or nt you thght I was thnkingg about your feelinggs .

Or everybdy involved in thee situation for tht matter .

I actually was .

+ half thee time tht's my prblm neway .

Thnkingg of othrs before myself .

Basically , thts thee reason whyy I feel guilty whn I'm happy .

Because I knw someone else got hurt in order for me to be happy .

I didn't do nethngg out of spite or to hurt you .

Thngs juxx happened in a way I didn't expct thm to .

Because trust me , I was blindsided juxx as much as you were by my feelings .

But I didn't write this to be a best-seller or nthngg like tht .

I juxx had to say how I felt about it .

Even if you never evn read it .

I had to say how I felt .

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" I really like what you've done to me . I can't really explain it . I'm so into you . "

I love thee fct , tht I can look youu in thee eyes . + youu look bqkk . Or maybe thee fact tht wherever we are our eyes seem to meet at exactly thee samee timee . I swear I feel likee a little kidd . Like I gotta hugee crushh on youu or sumthngg . I cnt get outta my head how crzy thee situation is . It's so wrngg , but everythngg about it feels so right . I look at thee way your bdyy moves whn youu wlkk . I notice thee curves of your bqkk + nqkk . Watchingg your muscles is a daily routinee for me . + it's nt likee I'vee said nethngg to ne one about hw I feel about youu . They see it in thee way I smile + look at youu . Ppl juxx noticee . Omggg + whn youu hug me + your face brushes against minee . Tht feelingg never gets old . Nt to mention , were on thee same level as far as priorities go . Everythngg about it is so refreshingg . It feels good to knw your nt juxx anthr guy who doesn't knw wht he wnts for his lifee . I can be thee cornball I really am around youu , no coolness requiredd . Nthngg fakee or phony . Juxx thee feelingg of how I feel likee I'vee knwn youu my wholee lifee , a sense of completion + satisfaction .

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Isn't he juxx beautiful .