Finding Foreverrrr.

I get thesee moments whereee I reallyyy feel likeee I'veee figureddd out thngggs.
Anddd i feel likeee for a tinyyy milliseconddd lifeee isn't hrddd.
Or I dnt haveee to wrryyy for a chngeee.
Thn usuallyyy ; smthnggg is brought bqkkk to myyy attention anddd tht moment is destroyeddd.
I'm juxx kindaaa tireddd ; of trynaaa figureee ppl out.
Anddd as baddd as this sounddds ; I'm tireddd of beinggg theee bigger person.
For onceee ; I wnt myyy prideee to get in theee wayyy.
I reallyyy dnt wnt to be niceee for a chngeee.
Anddd all this is cominggg frm smthnggg tht is reallyyy pettyyy.
But smtimes it reallyyy does takeee smthnggg small ; for a lightbulb to poppp uppp.
I haveee realizeddd tht I careee entirelyyy too muchhh.
I wondr will i feel this wayyy to thee point wheree i won't be ableee careee enoughhhh.
Ppl dnt seem to careee how niceee youuu areee ; they'reee juxx lookinggg for smthngg to takeee.
For their own benefit.
I'veee got a headacheee.
I'm juxx goneee sayyy efff it.
andd as a last wrddd.
It's no fun gettinggg shiddeddd on .