NthnggtoSayy.

NthnggtoSayy.

I knw theee titleee is contradictoryyy.

" He's juxx widdd me b.c he doesn't wannaaa losee me , nt b.c he reallyyy wnts to beee widdd me . "

I knw theee quoteee is kindaaa contradictoryyy too . but if you'veee ever been widdd smoneee who doesn't appreciateee youuu . Youuu mayyy knw wht it means.

Cashhh Rules Everythnggg Arounddd Meee.

Cashhh Rules Everythnggg Arounddd Meee.

i starteddd to writeee this bloggg last niteeee ; but i was to lazyyy to get to theee computer.

=T

but i was writinggg out someee pprs for awards tht i get in theee mail likeee every othr dayyy, weekkk , etc.

anddd thereeee is a section whereee youuu describeee to thm your higher education goals anddd how thoseee goals benefit youuu.

well i tolddd thm myyy goals andd basicallyyy i saiddd tht i wntddd to get myy Master's Degreee so tht wayy i coulddd landd a higher payinggg job whichhh woulddd makeee me moreee [$$$;) to supprt myself.

thn i got to ponderinggg.

thn i was likeee theee real reason tht we go to collegeee isn't to get moreee of an education.

it's to get an education so tht we can earn moreee moneyyy.

anddd i saiddd to myself it suqkkks tht we let printeddd green ppr determineee our lives.

but thee wrlddd is how it is.

P.S i L0VEEE THiS T-SHiRT. i THNKKK i'M G0NNAAA GET iT. =)

Wht a wonderful worldddd ;

Wht a wonderful worldddd ;

"Take the meanest and most restless nigger, strip him of
his clothes in front of the remaining male niggers, the female, and the nigger infant, tar and feather him, tie each leg to a
different horse faced in opposite directions, set him a fire and beat both horses to pull him apart in front of the remaining
nigger. The next step is to take a bull whip and beat the remaining nigger male to the point of death, in front of the female
and the infant. Don't kill him, but put the fear of God in him, for he can be useful for future breeding."


"We have reversed the relationship in her natural uncivilized state she would have a strong dependency on the uncivilized
nigger male, and she would have a limited protective tendency toward her independent male offspring and would raise
male off springs to be dependent like her. Nature had provided for this type of balance. We reversed nature by burning
and pulling a civilized nigger apart and bull whipping the other to the point of death, all in her presence. By her being left
alone, unprotected, with the male image destroyed, the ordeal caused her to move from her psychological dependent
state to a frozen independent state. In this frozen psychological state of independence, she will raise her male and female
offspring in reversed roles.
For fear of the young males life she will psychologically train him to be mentally weak and dependent, but physically
strong. Because she has become psychologically independent, she will train her female off springs to be psychological
independent. What have you got? You've got the nigger women out front and the nigger man behind and scared. This is a
perfect situation of sound sleep and economic."


Sounddd sleep anddd economic huhhhh ?

I'ddd bet your thnkinggg whereee in theee heqkkk didddd i get theee ideaaaa or theee courageee to put somethnggg likeee this uppp hereee.
Well, first off whn i readdd a certain bloggg calleddd Colour Struckkk.
by wheresari.blogspot.com
It set smthnggg off in myyy headdd.
Anddd all i coulddd seem to thnkkk about was how right sheeee was about theee entireee situation.
henceee; theee reason for writinggg this.
p.s. i giveee her likeeee 20k props for tht bloggg.
i swear it's theee most e c c e n t r i c thnggg i'veee ever readd in myyy lifeee.
But i left her a cmmnt on it.
anddd i referedd to "The William Lynch Letter; The Making of a Slave".
Becauseee all thee thngggs in her bloggg areee basicallyyy explainedd by this letter.
Anddd if youu readdd the abovee quotes.
Youu can see whyyy.
I readdd this letter wayyyy bqkkk whn i was in middleee school.
Anddd I didn't understanddd it until now.
Of courseee ; whn youu get older youu understandd moreee.
Anddd i realizeddd tht i am too a victim of settingg myself in box.
I am of a lighter complexion.
Anddd by her bloggg ; I noticeddd how manyy times a guy saiddd, " man; your skin colour is sexyyy."
Or how manyy times thee ppl at school call me " Cherokeee " juxx becauseee I have a reddishh undertonee.
How manyy times I'veee saiddd, "Well, I have somee Indian in myyy fam."
Thn i thght whn i readdd her bloggg.
Whyyy does it matter.
Thn after tht I thght becauseee, Whyyy wouldn't youuu wannaaa be tht muchhh closer to whiteee whn your wholeee ancestryyy was raiseddd seeingg thoseee of a darker complexion beingg killeddd, beat, andd torn apart byy two movingg horses.
Andd to me it all makes senseee.
It's all about mental control.
Saddd part is we as the African American raceee haveee yet to stoppp this brain washinggg that it's worseee havingg darker skinnn thn lighter skinnn.
I knw someoneee who got piqkeddd on becauseee she wnt all natural widdd her hair.
Now her hair is "nappyyy".
Anddd ppl kept tellingg her to get a perm.
Truthhh is their hair looks likeee tht underneathhh all thosee chemicals too.
So myyy last thnggg to sayyy is;
I wonder whn all this will stoppp.
Andd whn we'll be comfortablee widdd our own natural skin colours.
MLKJr. woulddd nt bee so proudddd.

seriouslyyy likeee blahhhh !

seriouslyyy likeee blahhhh !

fact; i juxx ateee a bowl of cereal tht gaveee me a sugar rushhh likee h e doublee l.

fact; this is myy first bloggg on blogspt. obviouslyyyy.

im trynaa figureee out whether its better thn tumblr.

but i thnkk tht i need to giveee this a littleee moreee timee.

beforeee i makeee tht decision.

last niteeee i went to whaqkkk partyyy.

anddd this morninggg i wokeee up feelinggg likeee a zombieee.

fyi; i tookkk a benadryl.

now im sittinggg at homeee.

kindaaa madd b.c. i was supposeddd to get myyy hair didddd !

but i haveee no ideaaa wht content theseee precious blogggs of mineee will contain.

i juxxx knw they'll prollyyy bee juxxx a random as this.

stayyy tuneddd.

-A y a n aaaaa.